Holiday as a human Rockstar

I'm writing this, laying on the grass, in front of the cutest mountains ever.
I'll post it as soon as possible, Internet is capricious here.

Too much rose wine can have a worst influence to me, as my mind himself says. But he's completely wrong. I can create, imagine, avoid and live a happy existence, for only a few hours. I don't take drugs, or so little. It's much better.

My only drugs... You know Who she is. Only you can understand.

I write and write without pause here, while walking too. I compose some sweet but strong electronics sounds to marry with the text. It sounds good.

One text is untitled. I can give it her name, her beautiful name. But it would be too easy, too romantic, too classic. I prefer imagine an philosophic title without any sense and think about her every time I'll sing this song. "Help them to feel yourself better" can be a good one. As a quote. I was just falling asleep when she texted me during my holiday. She was in trouble despite of the trouble of others. So the title is the best advice.
I'll thanks her all my life to keep me alive. You will be my Evan when I'll be your Brian. I'm sure you understand what I mean.

A student who works for a market here would like to flirt. She talked about a drink, an evening in the park and a night in her bed or other place if I would impress her.
I've impressed her as no one did before : I've just answered "you're cute and generous but get out dear".

I cannot wait to be back. To text you and offer you a meet. My secret garden with the best views ever. Just for us. I miss you so much.

I'll return to my book and theses songs of Smashing Pumpkins. It helps.

Take care

I am STIEG.